These last couple of weeks have been difficult. I’ve been holding a lot back from everyone, mostly to my detriment. It feels like I’ve started pulling away from those I need and just falling back into the old routines of doing everything myself. Last week I wasn’t able to skillfully process the interaction I had with my 6 year old son. If he acts differently around me than his father, then it must be something that I am doing wrong.…
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Asking for what I want and need has been my biggest hurdle in life. For a long time I let my needs fall away as I took care of my children, home, and husband,…
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All my past relationships have one thing in common, BPD. I didn’t know at the time what was the cause of the drama and the problems I would find myself confronted with over and…
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It’s been hard trying to come to terms with being Borderline. I had never even heard the term until I was diagnosed. Even after diagnosis, I still couldn’t understand how that was me. All…